Words

I have never been good with words because I am afraid of them. Words are powerful; they can stay forever in your mind or they can last a second and they are also frustrating; sometimes words seem not to be enough to express what I am feeling.

Words hurt, mostly the ones I was not able to say. They are the reminders of my missed opportunities, of the times that NO should have been the answer and the times where I was not brave enough to stand for my wellness.

Words are also confusing. At some point I wanted to hear certain words but they did not come out as I wanted but as I needed. The constant battle between what I want and what I need that always ends with losses and with a clear winner.

Yes, I have never been good with words because they make it real and sometimes I am not ready for the truth.